The Razor Deep In Your Heart ♥

Friend.Thats something everyone needs.

My Pov.

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<b>Stretching</b>.

I climbed out of the van avoiding those things that bombarded me on my way out. Kent my home county yet ive never been so far from home.

"I need a fucking piss" Brian complained running towards to the woods where he can be hidden.

<u>Brian</u>. 14 years ive known him. He's his own self. He loves to play guitar. Music is his passion. He's a true <b>Friend</b>  . You just got to love the way he is."Wow thats better" he said running back. I rolled my eyes at his dramatic return and all of a sudden feel warm arms wrapping around my stomach. I breathe in his scent and put my hands ontop of his.

<u>Jimmy</u> 17 years ive known him. He was my next door neighbors little boy. Well not little but you get what point im trying to put. He always used to sneak into my back garden to play with me. We went to school together and we just warmed up to eachother really. Now I only know what hes truely like.

"Babe you smell so good right now" Jimmy said running his fingers through my hair. He smiled sweetly as my rosy cheeks started to form. I turned to face him. I looked up to see him. Just standing there Lusting for my touch. I turn my gaze to a lonely matthew staring at his phone. Longing for a phonecall from a girl from a girl he met at the club. I just shook my head and averted my eyes back to a man I <strike>love</strike>.

<u>Matthew</u> 16 years ive known him. Thats smile he has had always drew me in. Those hugs he gives just to keep me warm. Even when i was young when we used to mess around he used to hug me. For some reason I just felt high when I was around him.

 As he walked over to us i longed for one of those hugs. Just to be in his arms right now.

"Matt we need to get going!" zacky said. Matthew looked at me quick  then walked back and got himself buckled up in the van. I sighed lightly so Jimmy wouldnt hear. I walked over to the van as Jimmy gripped onto my hand. I loosely entwined my fingers with his.

<u>Zacky</u> 7 years I've known him. Yeah he moved to our school. He was always an outkast but since I sat next to him in science ive always been his friend. Hes so easy to talk to. I even know about his secret love for someone. I just gotta love the guy.

As i restest the back of my head on the seat i dozed off. To be refreshed with a memory i longed to bring back.

Flashback

"Laura I'm fed up of shopping in bloody clothes stores couldn't we atleast go to the music store pleasee?" Matthew said with his puppy eyes. I didn't look at him. He knew i'd give in. He forced me to look into them. As i did i saw a twinkle I felt weak. I dropped the clothes onto the floor and walked over to the music store with him. Just to see him happy. He bought himself aload of cd's and held onto them tightly as we walked to the park. He put him arm around my shoulders and i turned to look at him. "Matt.." I whispered. He kissed me. So soft but so powerful. He pulled away and smiled. He never talked about that kiss since. Yet i cannot let go.

Flashback end.

I turn to face Jimmy. He truely loves me. I love him to. But do i love him more than Matthew. I do try. I hum him a lullaby as i gaze at him sleeping.

Friends are what you need. But real friends are hard to find.